Changes.

I won't explain myself again why I haven't been here for months because it's not important. Let's focus on changes! Yeah, everybody needs them and now it's time to change something in my life.  I'm a little bit bored with reality around me, my daily life. And I started thinking about my dreams and goals I want to reach someday. Even though I know I have to work hard for it, because there's nothing for free in this world, I don't do this as best as I can. I know I could do more than I think. Why am I standing in the same place for all the time? People need to evolve. This is the first thing that I want to change, to stop only exist and do something for me and others. 

My biggest dream is to finish school with good grades, go to university I want and then go to South Korea and I know it's not easy, so I want to change my attitude and stop thinking that it's not going to happen. My the most important goal is to work for it as hard as I can. I have to study more, limit the Internet and also change attitude to school and studying. I want to try do this with passion not only because I have to.

Second change I want to make is to get rid of all negative things. Emotions, people, situations, EVERYTHING. I don't want to waste the rest of my life for nonsense and stupid worries that people create for their own wish.

Next is to be stronger. This is something I'm working on from a year and it's not a problem for me to keep going. Run a marathon? Of course, maybe in 10 years but I will keep practicing.

More discipline. More strong will. Less laziness. Less worries. More happiness. More inspirations. More challenges.

I already reached some of this goals but I realised that not as much as I wanted to. So the best what I can do is to give myself some time and be more self-denial. There's more changes to make but I'll keep them for me.

I wanted to inspire you to make changes in your life too and don't be scared that you won't handle it. Be brave and take a step forward - this is my motto for today.